If you don’t make the effort to talk to me, then you won’t get anything from me. I am not the type to put myself in someone’s life just because I want to be - doing so could be a mistake. It sucks to want someone but to not be wanted by them.
Hate That I Love You (Stargate Piano Remix) - Ne-Yo
Dayum, talking about throwback.
Urrrgh :)
So like . . today, woke up around 1. Last night I didn’t fell like talking to no one so I didn’t answer my phone calls :( I was on my “sad moment” lol. Anyways woke up at 1, dad came home with my new straightener because my old one wouldn’t heat up properly. I had to pay 100 dollars for that but oh well :) I tried out the straightener while I was getting ready and it’s pretty good, oh it’s black too. Yay! Anyway, I went with my dad to the new shop again around 3:30 and left at 4 to go to walmart. Haha, I bought a new brush, and something else. ;) Paid with my own money, then when to this auto shop thingy to get my mom’s chair cushion thingy cleaned, i dunno. ;p and then I went home around 5:30. Cleaned up my room for a little, and then made me something to eat, watched Tyler Perry’s House Of Payne :D then around 7/8 mama called to ask what I wanted to eat, she brought home some vietnamese sandwich, ate half of it. uh, then her and my aunt left me at home again to go to the shop and meet up with my dad and the others to work on the rest of the shop. -.- So basically they left me at home again for 3 days straight in a row. -.- Gee, thanks mom. Whatever, I keep trying to not think about you Bryan, it just gets to me. Omfg, :( It’s only been 3 days without and it feels like a whole year already. Shittt. Good thing I’m going over to a friends house to sleep over tomorrow, get things off my mind. *sigh, I think everyday to myself that you’ll supposedly come back early and we can just hang out together, and talk 24/7. I miss you sooo much, I know this might get really annoying but it’s true. I think tonight I’m just gonna go straight to bed and avoid calls again. ;( Well, okay. I’m tired, and my laptop needs charging. Goodnight, love you. Miss you so much. Night.
Nigga, come back! ;(
Urrggghhh. :3
Let’s gooooooooooo! >:)
