February 2012
Everyone has to become really annoying when I’m sick huh?! Why must people bother me when I’m sick?! -__-
January 2012
Tell me, where exactly did I go wrong?
I get hurt super easily...
It’s one of the flaws I try so hard to overcome but never quite make it. I want to be strong. I want to be able to brush off the harsh words and the rude comments easily but it always gets to me. The worst part is I act out, I become this douche that hates on everything because I’m mad or sad. I wish I could stay composed, but my short temper and fragile sensitivity always get the better of me…
Be heartless, so it hurts-less.
You're not the person who I thought you'd be.
I wonder if you're still happy with me.
Or is this just getting old.
Left me without any notice.
Somebody asked me if I knew you. A million...
It's been awhile but you're still on my mind.
So true.
I feel stupid.
Dying to know, but afraid to find out.
I can't trust you.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
No matter how hard I try, my mind keeps going back...
I don’t need promises anymore. No one keeps their promises anyway.
I just fucking miss you and I can't do anything...
You were too proud to admit that it was hurting...
You’ll never know.
In the end I think of you.
I can't let him see me like this.
It’s just going to make me look stupid, and regret what I’ve done.. I don’t know what I’ve done. Because right now. He’s doing so much better without me… but I tell people, I miss him a lot. If only I got to see him again..
I hate finding shit out, or reading shit that’s related to you. I don’t know what’s going through my head right now. So much thoughts are flooding my mind. Tell me what’s up. You told me you love me. I go with it.. but now? I’m not so sure. Lol. I’m done believing your words. You’re right, things aren’t the same. I now see why, lol. Have fun. My...
I try my best not to push people away, but I have...