“I have felt many things — I felt anger boiling in my blood, I felt pain shooting through my bones, I felt sorrow in my empty lungs, and I felt abandonment in my heart. The things that I have been trying my hardest to avoid has somehow caught up with me in a heartbeat, though I still have no issue ignoring just as much as I have with before. Sometimes, I’m just sad, and I don’t have a reason why. I have to remember that there are some things I have to be careful, no matter how much experience I have, or how much I think I have it all planned out.” —@wolvesandclaws (via mahalkitax3)
You gave up, not me.
I can commit, but nobody is worth it anymore.
One day you'll meet a guy. And ultimately, he's going to find out. How you chew, how you sip, how you dance, how you smell at every point in the day. The fact that most of your friends are shallow. How your face looks underneath all your makeup. How you love chocolate, how you can be hyper at times, how certain games and shows make you really happy. How cranky you can get when you're tired, how you think you look bad in all your Facebook photos. He's going to know everything about you. And you know what? He's still going to love you.
If you're still thinking about it, you still care.